The hardest part in my life =,=

The hardest part in life is when you are missing the person that you loved.. yes, it happens to me..
One day, I received a call told me that the person that I do really love in my life was in 50:50 condition.. do you know how I feel like dying during that time? it kill me.. how's my life then? how I live without her? its the hardest part when you  missing the person that inspiring a lot to you.. who give full of support, love and  care.. who loves you very much and the most important is you missing the person who pray for you all the time  in every single things that you do and also the dream to become true in your life .. you missing that !

it was so many questions with no answer.. I'm still remember that it was Wednesday,  i'm having my class and my phone are about to die so that people can't contact me during that time  .. after finish my classes, I saw my dad stand in front my class...it was surprised me ! I don't know... it was so terrible to  foresee something eerie that might be happen then.
-dad "ready to fly Johor today," i'm stymied to hear that. my dad said again -"tokmak was in critical , we don't have much time. "
deep breath * I have to ready any possibility of an impending . it was the hardest part in my life.. tears =,=..
i really hope that she can endure and wait me! only one hope... please wait for me..
On that night,  safely landed from Sabah. its about 1 and half hour to arrive my hometown . Batu Pahat... Only Him knows what  I do feel during that time !

and yes, I have met her for the last time ! I saw tears on her eyes and I  know she waiting for me ... tears * this is the hardest part in my life when I have to let her go.. and now.. she may not been here again  ! but the moment that we had thru together is the precious time in my life...

AL FATIHAH

Rest in peace tokmak..:'(

I do miss you so much...